hello people stumbling upon this account
i am currently using this account as a way to vent
no, i am unable to get a therapist or psycologist
no, i am unable to vent to my family
if you are a friend of mine, please do me a favor and avoid this account
if you do not wish to see this, please block this account
if you think that this is dumb, and want to leave mean comments, i hope you know that it will not affect me

i am still awaiting one singular apology from my mother after everything that has happened in the past 15 years

brother believes mother is crazy

mother one day told me that my coping made her look bad, and that i should know how much she's had it worse

i remember when mother told me that grandpa would be dissapointed me, three months after his death

we moved back to grandma's and i thought it'd get better from there, without stepdad, everything is still falling apart, except there's a bit of tape miserably attempting to hold it together for a little longer, mom is trying to get back with stepdad and won't stop asking me "you want mom to be happy, right?"

update: hey yall, i dissapeared off this website for a bit
ive been doing a lot better since the posts i made a year or so ago if anyone was wondering
ive been having issues with my family but ive been managing to stay up even if it's been hard and i hope you guys are able to do the same
untill i remember about this website again, have a good one guys